I'm a stupid person who doesn't think before I do things that I think will be funny or entertaining for other people? I don't put any value on my own self-worth or happiness if I think I'll be able to do something that gets me attention or else brings something positive to somebody else's experience as a living human being and then when it blows up in my face I'm too embarrassed and flustered to deal with it so I just double down?
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I'm a stupid person who doesn't think before I do things that I think will be funny or entertaining for other people? I don't put any value on my own self-worth or happiness if I think I'll be able to do something that gets me attention or else brings something positive to somebody else's experience as a living human being and then when it blows up in my face I'm too embarrassed and flustered to deal with it so I just double down?
I GUESS?