shadowglitter | PSL || poe/odin

WAY TO REJECT ME YOU FLIGHTY AIRBORN PIECE OF SHIT! WAY TO FUCK EVERYTHING UP FOR ME AND MY HEART, FOREVER AND EVER, ALWAYS UNTIL FOREVER

HEY YO YOU TOLD ME TO WRITE A LIST SO GUESS WHAT!!!!!! IT'S TIME FOR US TO GET FUNKY AS FUUUUUUCKKKKKKKK

god i am not going to bother formatting this

TO DO LIST:
1. SEXTING FROM BOOT CAMP ringverse AU
2. prince/concubine AU - owain's the prince, poe's a concubine to the king, paranoia and political assassination ensues, etc etc etc etc etc
3. vampire hooker AU?? owain gonna get his gothic goth goth dick wet in that spooky vampire butt
4. HAHA BOOM WE'RE DOING IT I LINKED THE POST DOWN THERE
5. enemies of war AU - owain's a good guy on the bad guy side who almost loses his life trying to save poe even though he's an enemy soldier, poes like What, Shit, Damn, gay shit ensues
6. HNENENGH
7. ANGELS AND DEMONSSSSSSsss
8. 20s AU///?? YES. YES ALRIGHT
9. WW1 AU WHATS Up
10. ?? there was something that was supposed to go here from the kink meme
11. samurai champloo AU what up. chon'sin. Shit
12. bBODYSWAPPpappapp

long-term AU posts:

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Even if I... Even if he doesn't hate me, now, I...

[The sobbing was done, at least, though it left his voice rough and quiet and dry.]

It's not fair to him, either. I would just end up thinking about you.

I don't deserve either of you.

[ Odin is - silent, impassive. Even despite all of this, he's just - happy, on some level, that Poe's crying a little less. But he hurts, deep in his chest, an ache that hits him from so many different directions. He rests his hands on the side of Poe's neck and angles him to meet his eyeline. ]

I don't...

[ deep breath. ]

I don't want you-- to ever think. That you don't deserve me. There is nothing you could do that would make me want you any less. The warmth you give me, and-- and the ambition-- to be a better man-- it's-- it's all I've ever needed, from the person that I-- that I'd always hoped to fall in love with. Like I have with you.

[ he's falling apart, and he has to stop, because even if he doesn't-- understand, all of this, he understands that poe needs-- something, from him. ]

I am always going to love you. I think. I know it's-- soon, and a lot, and that you don't need to hear that, but I can't imagine ever feeling this happy with anyone else. I don't-- think I can share you, but-- but I'd try. If it would ease something in you. And if it would let me know even more of you.

[Poe shook his head- at first lightly, disbelievingly, but the with increasing firmness. His hand gripped Odin's forearms, effectively keeping them locked onto him. Steadying. But he was still shaking his head.]

That's not-- you don't know, Odin, you're young, I'm not--

I couldn't do I. I can't. [He sagged forward like a sack of potatoes.]

Can you just... Hate me, instead...it'd be better for you in the long run...

[ He's not sure what he feels, when he's turned down. This rejection doesn't hurt as much as the last one did - but it breaks something in him, nevertheless. He lowers his eyes to the ground, and he's... sad. Just sad. Not crying. Not screaming. Just - sad. ]

I just want to be with you...

[ He's said it a thousand times, by now, and he knows the words have lost all impact. But it's all he wants. He's resigned, now, to never getting Poe - not fully, not completely - but he just... ]

I just want to be with you.

I CANT DO IT

I CAAANT THIS THREAD it's too ooc for Poe he would never want to hurt Odin like this I fanntbsjejflsjs

Let's just

Go with the affair thread instead

AND THEN POE AND ODIN KISSED AND EVERYONE WAS HAPPY SOMEHOW AND IT ALL WORKED OUT FOREVER

THE END

POE JUSt

ACTUALLY IVE CHANGED MY MIND LETS NEVER LEAVE SPACE AND JUST BE HAPPY FOREVER EVERYTHING IS FINE

THE END

AND THEN THEY ALL GOT X-WINGS AND X-BOXES TOO

AND DAUGHTERS

SOBBING

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