He's cleaner, at least, no longer streaked with blood and come - though he's pretty sure that isn't going to be true, for the rest of the night. The bandage around his hand is already running a little red, after he'd accidentally gotten it wet. But he really, really doesn't care, at the moment, being led deeper into the room by the cravat at his throat. He feels more comfortable than he did, before, about sliding an arm around Owain's waist and pulling him closer.
"... Yeah. I think I... get that." Twelve hours ago? He definitely wouldn't have thought that. But the last few hours have been heady as hell, and he can feel the shift.
"As long as you know that it's... it's the same, Owain, it's the same for me. I want you do take everything you want, from me, I want to give you everything you want."
Fuck. It shoots straight to his cock, the idea of-- not owning a part of Poe, necessarily, but having it. Being given this side of him, willingly, this desire, as if he deserves it, as if he's allowed to have it. He couldn't even bring his own books from the House, and here Poe was, pledging so much of himself to Owain. He nods, hard in his pants again, letting go of Poe's cravat and leaving it a little too dishevelled for any good Pledge to ignore.
There's an instinct to say, again, that he's worried Poe doesn't understand what it means, to be so loyal to someone. He spent years learning how to do it, after all. But it wouldn't be fair, it wouldn't be right, to accuse him of that after vowing that his own feelings just come from who he is rather than his training. So.
He nods. Hesitates.
"I have no idea what the fuck I want, other than, uh."
He swallows.
"The-- like."
He holds his hands up, nervous.
"Like-- like. You know. The--"
Eyes wide. He looks to the door, as if someone might overhear them. Back to Poe.
He can't help it, the grin splitting his face warmly, and unlike every other damn time he's kissed Owain - where he's waited and held back and let Owain ask, at the very least - he steps right up to him, sliding a hand around the back of his neck and pulling him down for it. It's just firm, and chaste, and he's grinning while he does it.
"Don't think about it so hard," He said as he pulled back, wetting his bottom lip, amused. "A lot of it is instinct, alright? It's okay." He reached out, fingers slipping Owain's belt free once more.
"You seemed to have some idea of what you wanted this morning, though..."
Owain brightens when he realizes what's happening, so he smiles through the whole kiss, making it awkward with too much teeth, but he can't help it, really. Wouldn't want to, even if he could. He's red-faced and shy when Poe pulls away, and he laughs, a quick and cheerful thing that rolls out of him just because he's filled with too much joy to be able to contain it.
And then Poe's slipping his belt away, talking about this morning, and he's red for an entirely different reason. The smile slips away and he watches Poe's hand, mesmerized.
"I..."
This morning. Fuck. He talks in his sleep. He's harder than he's ever been, straining so hard against his pants that it really, really fucking hurts. He might cum again right here, if he's not careful.
"That was-- you--" You were fucking me, telling me I was a good boy, treating me like a whore, and I wanted it, and I still do, wherever that part of me might come from.
He considers asking, outright, if that's what Owain wants. But he doesn't. Partly because that was... a different thing. That was from before. And sure, it's only been a few hours since things shifted, but they have shifted. Owain's behaviour makes that pretty obvious.
So instead he wet his lips. "Do you want me to show you what I like?" He asks, instead, his voice lowering to something almost like a purr, as he pulls Owain's shirt free, fingers pulling open the buttons in an easy arc.
It's all he knows. Objectifying himself, to some level. Wanting that, even now, hardwired into his head. It's why he assumes - despite everything - that when Poe offers to show him what he likes, he means the same thing. Just taking Owain, using him. He should know better, but he doesn't.
"I..."
He nods, though, eyes practically burning a hole through Poe's hand with how hard he's staring at them. When he threads his button through the hole, he stands on his tiptoes, a little, bringing the base of his cock close to Poe, needing.
"Yeah. Yeah, just-- show me. Everything. I'll do anything. With you."
He's still watching Owain's face, though, even as he pushes Owain's shirt off his shoulders and then finally goes for his fly, before pushing his pants down. He avoids touching Owain's cock, though. "Sit down," He murmurs, nodding toward the bed.
"Need to change this, first," he says, pulling away (with a teasing brush of his fingers across Owain's underwear) before he goes over to where the bandages are, quickly replacing the one on his hand. He brings another fresh bandage for Owain, holding it out to him, and then while he's distracted by that, kneels in front of him.
He wets his lips, reaching up to edge Owain's underwear off his hips and down past his knees, taking a deep breath when he finally gets a very close look at what he's dealing with. Damn.
He pushed Owain's knees further apart, sliding in between them, reaching out to take him in hand - just a single, steady stroke - before he lowered his head to press his lips to the underside of the head.
His cock pulses in his underwear as he watches Poe go, and he shifts a little, spreading his legs over the side of the bed and wondering if he should maybe, uh-- move. Get on all fours, maybe, curve his back and arch back so his ass is ready for Poe to just fucking take. He's successfully distracted when the bandage comes over, and he swallows nervously as he focuses on it, raising his hips so Poe can strip him, and he's tying the fresh bandage to his wound when--
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, holy shit, fuck--
He moves his hand, bandage loose and open and hanging off of his wrist as he spreads his legs even further. He watches Poe and he brings in a breath, sharp and loud, more like a gasp than anything else. This is-- a lot. This is too much, already, and he can see the thin river of precum flowing down his head onto Poe's lips. He bites his bottom lip and just-- watches.
"This-- this is what--" He curls his fists into the mattress. "This is what you like?"
He can't quite help the smirk, glancing up to meet Owain's eyes even as his tongue darted out, lapping up the precum.
"Mhmm," He replies, simply, raising Owain's cock a fraction so that he can press another warm kiss to the underside, and another a little lower, his lips parted and his breath warm before he slowly ran his tongue up the underside.
"Just relax," He murmured, his eyes falling back to his work as he took the head of Owain's cock between his lips and sucked on it, a slightly obscene pop sound as it pulled out of his mouth. He didn't let it stay out for long, though, pressing forward and taking Owain once more, pressing his lips further and taking him deeper --
He holds his breath, just to keep from moaning too loud and letting everyone outside the thin door hear what they're doing. He leans back, just a few inches, and he does his best to relax, but then Poe's taking him deeper and he's tensing every muscle in his body as he bucks forward into it. Fuck, fuck--
He falls back onto the bed, laying on his back, forearm over his eyes. He's worried he might not last too long, and he can already feel something slowly, slowly creeping up on him, but after cumming twice it's pretty easy to will away. He's being selfish, maybe, by letting Poe take care of him without even threading his fingers through his hair or anything, but he doesn't think of that. Just thinks about how fucking amazing his first blowjob feels.
He raises his hips, fractions at a time, trying to feel more of Poe's tongue, more of that warmth. He picks up a rhythm without even noticing he's doing it, shallow bucks into Poe's mouth pierced only by quiet gasps and desperation.
Poe doesn't seem to mind. In fact, he seems quite happy to lavish attention on him, shifing up a little straighter so that he can get the angle better. He seems, if anything, intent on undoing Owain completely - his own arousal gently left to the wayside. (Though it doesn't lessen.)
He groans when Owain starts to move, tries to relax his throat to take him as deep as he could, cheeks hollowing as his head bobbed in Owain's lap. He hummed, lowly, his hands gripping into Owain's thighs as he moved.
He stays with his back to the mattress for the next few minutes, moaning progressively louder and louder, even as he hears footsteps and dull talking through the wall he's up against. Another sign of rebellion, just for anyone listening - he's getting ruined, he's being taken care of, he's the one losing his fucking mind in a building designed to bind and restrain every part of him.
He bucks when Poe's hands rest on his thighs, his balls already tightening and drawing close to his body. More and more precum runs from his head over Poe's tongue, staining him with its taste, and he grunts when the tip of his cock slams against Poe's throat. He sits back up, tangles his hands against Poe's scalp and gently, gently holds on tight.
"F-Fuck, you've gotta stop-- you've gotta stop or I'm gonna-- I wanna do more, I wanna do more than this--"
Poe pulls back, his lips red and slightly swollen as he runs his lips over them, stopping the moment that Owain asks him to.
"You're alright," He promised, running his hands over Owain's thighs, before half way standing up just so that he could lean in against him and steal a kiss, the salt still on his lips. "You're good, just relax and let it fall back."
He keeps his hands in Poe's hair, tugging a little insistently into the kiss when Poe tries to peel back, because he's not done. He can feel the taste of himself on Poe and he wants more of it, kissing him over and over again until it's gone, and then he leans back, cock still hard and slick with Poe's saliva between them.
"... We'll do more after this? I want--" He swallows.
"Yeah. Though uh- once I'm done, I'm probably done, so... Don't worry too much about that." He was not a teenager anymore, in that respect. But he takes every kiss and then gives a few more for good measure.
He wet his lips, thinking, the gears turning behind his eyes. "Owain... I really-- don't think I want to go tonight without- either you in me, or me in you-- " he pressed another kiss to the side of Owain's lips. "...Or both. Both is good, too--"
Part of his... lessons... involved being told that he had to be ready for Poe to use him over and over again, every night, whenever he wanted to, if that's what he decided Owain's purpose was. It was unrealistic, maybe - more just a lesson in crushing Owain's will than anything else - but there's genuine surprise in his voice that maybe gives away the fact that he was told to be ready for anything.
He doesn't focus on it for long, though, thanks to the kiss. Just loses his mind in it for a moment longer, slowly sealing away another influx of this is wrong, this is wrong, this isn't how you're supposed to be that builds back over his resolve, his realizations.
"I-- want that. Either of-- those. Both of those. I just... don't... know how to..."
He's embarrassing himself, having to keep saying this. I don't know how to start things, I don't know what I want, I don't know if you want the same things I do. He's actually starting to get a bit frustrated, and he looks away from Poe, anger at himself starting to flicker onto his expression. Fuck, he's probably ruining this.
He sees the flicker of frustration, and he leans in to press his forehead to Owain's.
"It's alright. I'll show you." Though that made the decision for him. He gave Owain another firm kiss before peeling away so he could slide up onto the bed and over to the wall, sitting with his back against it and spreading his legs. He hadn't - exactly prepared, for this. No oil to hand. But.
"Gonna need to- open me up a bit, first." He raised his hand to his lips and the proceeded to slide each one into his mouth, coating them thoroughly with his own saliva, before lowering his hand back down. Making sure Owain had a good viewing angle, he carefully pressed the first of of his fingers inside of himself.
All that anger, all that frustration, so easily silenced. He watches what Poe's doing, mesmerized-- fuck, those fingers in his mouth just makes Owain throb, and it gets so much worse when Poe starts fucking himself, this bestial, animal instinct to claim running through Owain all at once.
It's conflicting, if nothing else. Nearly every time he's ever touched himself, he's thought of belonging to Poe, of being used and owned and taken, even when, in his mind, he was the one on top.
He leans in, while Poe fingers himself, and kisses the back of his palm. He mouths up to Poe's balls and takes them in, sucking hard, raising one hand and wrapping his fist around his shaft from beneath him with the same amount of light, semi-contact he had when he gave Poe that first hug from behind. He kisses down Poe's balls when he lets go, kissing down Poe's taint and back to the hand he's fucking himself with, dragging his tongue over the inside of Poe's wrist.
He keeps kissing, moving down, until he's back at his fingers - it's hard, from this position, but he runs his tongue over the outer edge of Poe's hole, whatever part he can reach. He draws his tongue back over Poe's fingers and helps keep them wet while he fingers himself, sucking on his knuckles and completely coating them in his saliva.
Even the light contact is enough to bring Poe back to full - and heavy - mast, and he leans his head back against the wall with a low groan.
In a half second he's sitting upright again, eyes locking on Owain and those lips and tongue as he moaned, "Fuck, Owain--"
He rolled his hips up, suspending them, as if that would make the angle easier, and he's gazing at Owain as if he secretly owns the keys to the universe. He slowly pulls his fingers out, thumb running along Owain's jaw.
"I want to be wet and ready for you." He whispered.
"Okay." It comes out dumb, and he flushes, for the thousandth time. Tries again. "I mean - yeah. You're - beautiful. And. I'm gonna... get... you... ready. Wet. And ready. Gonna make you-- gonna fuck you so hard you won't even... have the breath left to scream my name. If that's alright."
He looks at Poe for a second. He feels like that definitely wasn't hot and he's definitely aware of it and he has to fight against pulling a face or apologizing. He wants at least act confident. Maybe it's enough that he's trying.
He flicks his eyes back down and puts his hands on the inside of Poe's thighs, pulling them apart. Fuck, just looking at him like this makes him ache-- again, he feels like he's gonna cum if he so much as touches himself, and he has to take a long breath to keep his hands on Poe's legs rather than slip them between his own.
He works his finger inside, first. Slow and twisting and curling inside Poe, tentative and exploratory, the finger of someone who's only ever done this to himself, in the dark, in the scarce few hours he ever found alone. He touches his tongue right up against his own knuckle, velvet-soft warmth and wetness around the edge of Poe's hole, and he slowly, slowly drags his finger away. He works his tongue in deep, nice and gentle, drawing back and flicking his tongue over the outside of him in too-quick touches. He fucks him like that for a while, jetting his tongue in and out, the heat from inside Poe scrambling his brain a bit, and when he finally draws back he plants a kiss on Poe's ass, grinning a little as he maybe kind of considers spanking it but decides he doesn't have the guts.
"O-okay." He nods. "Okay. Do you-- want-- should I? Now?"
Owain might have thought he'd fucked up, but the words had an immediate and visible effect on Poe's cock, throbbing hard even after Owain tried pulling back with the words 'if that's alright'.
"Yeah that's-- fuck, Owain--" Any other commentary was lost as he pushed his fingers into Owain's hair, his face flushed and unable to look away as Owain pushed a finger inside him. By the time he replaced it with his tongue, Poe had given up - head falling hard against the wall behind him, a low, wanton moan slipping from his lips as he shut his eyes tight.
"Yeah-- yeah now is -- fuck- now is good--" He pulled his head back up, sliding a hand over his own cock just to make his fingers slick with the precum he'd already been leaking, and then reached out to take Owain's in his palm, helping pull him into position.
The way he tenses his body and holds very, very still must make it clear, again, that Owain's inexperience is bringing him close to the edge. He watches Poe coat his cock in his own precum and it's the hottest thing he's ever fucking seen, up to the point where he starts-- guiding him--
He holds Poe by the ankles, keeping his legs up and apart, sucking in air through his teeth when his tip presses hard against pink muscle. He shuts one eye like it'd be too fucking much to watch this with both, and he slowly, slowly forces the head of his cock forward, pushing Poe open, taking him. The heat is more than he can bear and he pulls out again, taking a short and frantic breath, willing away another fucking climax, and then he tries again.
Poe can probably feel all the precum flooding out of Owain, getting everywhere, his cock pulsing and throbbing at an alarming speed, almost angry. He groans and looks at Poe in the eyes - he sees a memory of him, cutting into his hand, claiming Owain's blood and giving his own back. He sinks in half an inch further.
"You were so--"
He gasps, hard, gripping Poe's ankles so tight his fingertips drain of colour, waiting for the third time in as many minutes to just calm the fuck down. He slowly, slowly eases forward, pausing again, waiting. When he finds enough strength to pick up some kind of rhythm it's the shallowest of fucks, just stretching open the surface parts of him.
"You were so-- brave-- and fucking-- beautiful-- when you gave me your blood--"
Poe does everything he can to relax and stay still, hands gripping into the mattress at his sides, still no sheets on it. It took an incredible amount of effort, just to be patient and still - especially when Owain's cock first started to take him. The frustrated sound that left his lips when Owain withdrew may have even been pathetic, if it didn't come out like a low growl.
Once Owain finally gets some depth, Poe lets out a low moan, eyes falling shut, all his attention on the way he was slowly being stretched open.
"That wasn't... brave, it was-- fuck, Owain-- necessary--"
He let out a hard breath, eyes fluttering open again.
He'd be able to argue more if Poe wasn't making all those fucking noises, but he can't allow himself to stop clenching his teeth shut for even a moment, if he wants to keep this going. Deeper has him rolling his hips forward, inch by inch, getting halfway inside Poe before he has to take a breath.
He drops one of Poe's legs and hooks the one he's still holding up over his shoulder, bending down and wrapping his arms around his thigh for support. He fucks a little harder, just a little, turning to plant a kiss on Poe's leg.
"Can you, ah--" He swallows. "Can I see you-- maybe-- like--"
He looks at Poe's hand, and then to his cock, then up to Poe's eyes. Fuck, but he wants to see him touch himself more than anything, the thought causing Owain to push even more of himself into that warmth that feels so fucking good it's almost painful.
He braces the free leg down against the mattress, angling his hips up so that Owain can push deeper, his face pulled tight with concentration. He gives a low grunt with one particular thrust that hits a little deeper.
He doesn't quite register the words at first, hazily turning his gaze up to Owain, lips parted as he panted - but the meaning got through after a few seconds.
"... Yeah," He agrees with a groan, wetting his lips as shifted his weight to accommodate moving an arm, leaning in to grasp his own cock with a shuddering groan. He was impossibly hard, his balls aching with it. He didn't even stroke, at first, just held it, half lidded eyes focusing on Owain.
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"... Yeah. I think I... get that." Twelve hours ago? He definitely wouldn't have thought that. But the last few hours have been heady as hell, and he can feel the shift.
"As long as you know that it's... it's the same, Owain, it's the same for me. I want you do take everything you want, from me, I want to give you everything you want."
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There's an instinct to say, again, that he's worried Poe doesn't understand what it means, to be so loyal to someone. He spent years learning how to do it, after all. But it wouldn't be fair, it wouldn't be right, to accuse him of that after vowing that his own feelings just come from who he is rather than his training. So.
He nods. Hesitates.
"I have no idea what the fuck I want, other than, uh."
He swallows.
"The-- like."
He holds his hands up, nervous.
"Like-- like. You know. The--"
Eyes wide. He looks to the door, as if someone might overhear them. Back to Poe.
"The-- s... sex... stuff."
Fucking nailed it.
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He can't help it, the grin splitting his face warmly, and unlike every other damn time he's kissed Owain - where he's waited and held back and let Owain ask, at the very least - he steps right up to him, sliding a hand around the back of his neck and pulling him down for it. It's just firm, and chaste, and he's grinning while he does it.
"Don't think about it so hard," He said as he pulled back, wetting his bottom lip, amused. "A lot of it is instinct, alright? It's okay." He reached out, fingers slipping Owain's belt free once more.
"You seemed to have some idea of what you wanted this morning, though..."
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Owain brightens when he realizes what's happening, so he smiles through the whole kiss, making it awkward with too much teeth, but he can't help it, really. Wouldn't want to, even if he could. He's red-faced and shy when Poe pulls away, and he laughs, a quick and cheerful thing that rolls out of him just because he's filled with too much joy to be able to contain it.
And then Poe's slipping his belt away, talking about this morning, and he's red for an entirely different reason. The smile slips away and he watches Poe's hand, mesmerized.
"I..."
This morning. Fuck. He talks in his sleep. He's harder than he's ever been, straining so hard against his pants that it really, really fucking hurts. He might cum again right here, if he's not careful.
"That was-- you--" You were fucking me, telling me I was a good boy, treating me like a whore, and I wanted it, and I still do, wherever that part of me might come from.
"It-- yeah. I did. I sure... did. Have that."
Can't say it.
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So instead he wet his lips. "Do you want me to show you what I like?" He asks, instead, his voice lowering to something almost like a purr, as he pulls Owain's shirt free, fingers pulling open the buttons in an easy arc.
"Give you an idea?"
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"I..."
He nods, though, eyes practically burning a hole through Poe's hand with how hard he's staring at them. When he threads his button through the hole, he stands on his tiptoes, a little, bringing the base of his cock close to Poe, needing.
"Yeah. Yeah, just-- show me. Everything. I'll do anything. With you."
With you. Not for you.
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"Need to change this, first," he says, pulling away (with a teasing brush of his fingers across Owain's underwear) before he goes over to where the bandages are, quickly replacing the one on his hand. He brings another fresh bandage for Owain, holding it out to him, and then while he's distracted by that, kneels in front of him.
He wets his lips, reaching up to edge Owain's underwear off his hips and down past his knees, taking a deep breath when he finally gets a very close look at what he's dealing with. Damn.
He pushed Owain's knees further apart, sliding in between them, reaching out to take him in hand - just a single, steady stroke - before he lowered his head to press his lips to the underside of the head.
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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, holy shit, fuck--
He moves his hand, bandage loose and open and hanging off of his wrist as he spreads his legs even further. He watches Poe and he brings in a breath, sharp and loud, more like a gasp than anything else. This is-- a lot. This is too much, already, and he can see the thin river of precum flowing down his head onto Poe's lips. He bites his bottom lip and just-- watches.
"This-- this is what--" He curls his fists into the mattress. "This is what you like?"
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"Mhmm," He replies, simply, raising Owain's cock a fraction so that he can press another warm kiss to the underside, and another a little lower, his lips parted and his breath warm before he slowly ran his tongue up the underside.
"Just relax," He murmured, his eyes falling back to his work as he took the head of Owain's cock between his lips and sucked on it, a slightly obscene pop sound as it pulled out of his mouth. He didn't let it stay out for long, though, pressing forward and taking Owain once more, pressing his lips further and taking him deeper --
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He falls back onto the bed, laying on his back, forearm over his eyes. He's worried he might not last too long, and he can already feel something slowly, slowly creeping up on him, but after cumming twice it's pretty easy to will away. He's being selfish, maybe, by letting Poe take care of him without even threading his fingers through his hair or anything, but he doesn't think of that. Just thinks about how fucking amazing his first blowjob feels.
He raises his hips, fractions at a time, trying to feel more of Poe's tongue, more of that warmth. He picks up a rhythm without even noticing he's doing it, shallow bucks into Poe's mouth pierced only by quiet gasps and desperation.
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He groans when Owain starts to move, tries to relax his throat to take him as deep as he could, cheeks hollowing as his head bobbed in Owain's lap. He hummed, lowly, his hands gripping into Owain's thighs as he moved.
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He bucks when Poe's hands rest on his thighs, his balls already tightening and drawing close to his body. More and more precum runs from his head over Poe's tongue, staining him with its taste, and he grunts when the tip of his cock slams against Poe's throat. He sits back up, tangles his hands against Poe's scalp and gently, gently holds on tight.
"F-Fuck, you've gotta stop-- you've gotta stop or I'm gonna-- I wanna do more, I wanna do more than this--"
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"You're alright," He promised, running his hands over Owain's thighs, before half way standing up just so that he could lean in against him and steal a kiss, the salt still on his lips. "You're good, just relax and let it fall back."
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"... We'll do more after this? I want--" He swallows.
"I really-- want to make you cum, too. So..."
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He wet his lips, thinking, the gears turning behind his eyes. "Owain... I really-- don't think I want to go tonight without- either you in me, or me in you-- " he pressed another kiss to the side of Owain's lips. "...Or both. Both is good, too--"
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Part of his... lessons... involved being told that he had to be ready for Poe to use him over and over again, every night, whenever he wanted to, if that's what he decided Owain's purpose was. It was unrealistic, maybe - more just a lesson in crushing Owain's will than anything else - but there's genuine surprise in his voice that maybe gives away the fact that he was told to be ready for anything.
He doesn't focus on it for long, though, thanks to the kiss. Just loses his mind in it for a moment longer, slowly sealing away another influx of this is wrong, this is wrong, this isn't how you're supposed to be that builds back over his resolve, his realizations.
"I-- want that. Either of-- those. Both of those. I just... don't... know how to..."
He's embarrassing himself, having to keep saying this. I don't know how to start things, I don't know what I want, I don't know if you want the same things I do. He's actually starting to get a bit frustrated, and he looks away from Poe, anger at himself starting to flicker onto his expression. Fuck, he's probably ruining this.
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"It's alright. I'll show you." Though that made the decision for him. He gave Owain another firm kiss before peeling away so he could slide up onto the bed and over to the wall, sitting with his back against it and spreading his legs. He hadn't - exactly prepared, for this. No oil to hand. But.
"Gonna need to- open me up a bit, first." He raised his hand to his lips and the proceeded to slide each one into his mouth, coating them thoroughly with his own saliva, before lowering his hand back down. Making sure Owain had a good viewing angle, he carefully pressed the first of of his fingers inside of himself.
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All that anger, all that frustration, so easily silenced. He watches what Poe's doing, mesmerized-- fuck, those fingers in his mouth just makes Owain throb, and it gets so much worse when Poe starts fucking himself, this bestial, animal instinct to claim running through Owain all at once.
It's conflicting, if nothing else. Nearly every time he's ever touched himself, he's thought of belonging to Poe, of being used and owned and taken, even when, in his mind, he was the one on top.
He leans in, while Poe fingers himself, and kisses the back of his palm. He mouths up to Poe's balls and takes them in, sucking hard, raising one hand and wrapping his fist around his shaft from beneath him with the same amount of light, semi-contact he had when he gave Poe that first hug from behind. He kisses down Poe's balls when he lets go, kissing down Poe's taint and back to the hand he's fucking himself with, dragging his tongue over the inside of Poe's wrist.
He keeps kissing, moving down, until he's back at his fingers - it's hard, from this position, but he runs his tongue over the outer edge of Poe's hole, whatever part he can reach. He draws his tongue back over Poe's fingers and helps keep them wet while he fingers himself, sucking on his knuckles and completely coating them in his saliva.
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In a half second he's sitting upright again, eyes locking on Owain and those lips and tongue as he moaned, "Fuck, Owain--"
He rolled his hips up, suspending them, as if that would make the angle easier, and he's gazing at Owain as if he secretly owns the keys to the universe. He slowly pulls his fingers out, thumb running along Owain's jaw.
"I want to be wet and ready for you." He whispered.
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He looks at Poe for a second. He feels like that definitely wasn't hot and he's definitely aware of it and he has to fight against pulling a face or apologizing. He wants at least act confident. Maybe it's enough that he's trying.
He flicks his eyes back down and puts his hands on the inside of Poe's thighs, pulling them apart. Fuck, just looking at him like this makes him ache-- again, he feels like he's gonna cum if he so much as touches himself, and he has to take a long breath to keep his hands on Poe's legs rather than slip them between his own.
He works his finger inside, first. Slow and twisting and curling inside Poe, tentative and exploratory, the finger of someone who's only ever done this to himself, in the dark, in the scarce few hours he ever found alone. He touches his tongue right up against his own knuckle, velvet-soft warmth and wetness around the edge of Poe's hole, and he slowly, slowly drags his finger away. He works his tongue in deep, nice and gentle, drawing back and flicking his tongue over the outside of him in too-quick touches. He fucks him like that for a while, jetting his tongue in and out, the heat from inside Poe scrambling his brain a bit, and when he finally draws back he plants a kiss on Poe's ass, grinning a little as he maybe kind of considers spanking it but decides he doesn't have the guts.
"O-okay." He nods. "Okay. Do you-- want-- should I? Now?"
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"Yeah that's-- fuck, Owain--" Any other commentary was lost as he pushed his fingers into Owain's hair, his face flushed and unable to look away as Owain pushed a finger inside him. By the time he replaced it with his tongue, Poe had given up - head falling hard against the wall behind him, a low, wanton moan slipping from his lips as he shut his eyes tight.
"Yeah-- yeah now is -- fuck- now is good--" He pulled his head back up, sliding a hand over his own cock just to make his fingers slick with the precum he'd already been leaking, and then reached out to take Owain's in his palm, helping pull him into position.
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He holds Poe by the ankles, keeping his legs up and apart, sucking in air through his teeth when his tip presses hard against pink muscle. He shuts one eye like it'd be too fucking much to watch this with both, and he slowly, slowly forces the head of his cock forward, pushing Poe open, taking him. The heat is more than he can bear and he pulls out again, taking a short and frantic breath, willing away another fucking climax, and then he tries again.
Poe can probably feel all the precum flooding out of Owain, getting everywhere, his cock pulsing and throbbing at an alarming speed, almost angry. He groans and looks at Poe in the eyes - he sees a memory of him, cutting into his hand, claiming Owain's blood and giving his own back. He sinks in half an inch further.
"You were so--"
He gasps, hard, gripping Poe's ankles so tight his fingertips drain of colour, waiting for the third time in as many minutes to just calm the fuck down. He slowly, slowly eases forward, pausing again, waiting. When he finds enough strength to pick up some kind of rhythm it's the shallowest of fucks, just stretching open the surface parts of him.
"You were so-- brave-- and fucking-- beautiful-- when you gave me your blood--"
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Once Owain finally gets some depth, Poe lets out a low moan, eyes falling shut, all his attention on the way he was slowly being stretched open.
"That wasn't... brave, it was-- fuck, Owain-- necessary--"
He let out a hard breath, eyes fluttering open again.
"Deeper."
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He'd be able to argue more if Poe wasn't making all those fucking noises, but he can't allow himself to stop clenching his teeth shut for even a moment, if he wants to keep this going. Deeper has him rolling his hips forward, inch by inch, getting halfway inside Poe before he has to take a breath.
He drops one of Poe's legs and hooks the one he's still holding up over his shoulder, bending down and wrapping his arms around his thigh for support. He fucks a little harder, just a little, turning to plant a kiss on Poe's leg.
"Can you, ah--" He swallows. "Can I see you-- maybe-- like--"
He looks at Poe's hand, and then to his cock, then up to Poe's eyes. Fuck, but he wants to see him touch himself more than anything, the thought causing Owain to push even more of himself into that warmth that feels so fucking good it's almost painful.
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He doesn't quite register the words at first, hazily turning his gaze up to Owain, lips parted as he panted - but the meaning got through after a few seconds.
"... Yeah," He agrees with a groan, wetting his lips as shifted his weight to accommodate moving an arm, leaning in to grasp his own cock with a shuddering groan. He was impossibly hard, his balls aching with it. He didn't even stroke, at first, just held it, half lidded eyes focusing on Owain.
Then he slowly started to stroke.
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