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[shadowglitter]

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[quickfingers]

thanks for - the support. (seriously. I was/ am kinda still wigging out but this helps.) I'm not sure what I'd do if I didn't have you and other people behind me right now. sure as hell wouldn't be here trying this, that much I know.

also: you make me feel safe.

[shadowglitter]

You're like my mom in a way that's sweet for me to say and not weird or creepy or weird at all? You're like my mom, but in a hot way.
You're like a sexy version of my mom.

Wait, that's not good.
Hold on.

"You're like my mom" is a sentiment cloaked in sensitivity and affection. We started as brothers. It only makes sense that as our relationship progresses, so, too, do the weird things we say.
That's

I nailed it.

[shadowglitter]

Anyway.
Pfft.
Shut up?
You make me feel safe.
You don't need to thank me for support. You support me, too. You're the bones that I stand on.

I'm saying a lot of creepy things today.

[quickfingers]

Please don't stand on my boner, though? Please.

[shadowglitter]

You're the bones that I stand on and the bone that I sit... on...

So.

I love you.

[quickfingers]

[quickfingers]

wanna go get taco bell?

[shadowglitter]

I kind of don't like that we might be ending the conversation before you laugh at my joke or talk about how sweet I am?

[quickfingers]

i kind of like that it is ending like this bc im hungry

[shadowglitter]

I'm hungry for validation? My stomach screams with the rusty ache of a thousand empty caverns, each begging to feed on the spelunkers that get trapped within their maw.

Or somet hi ng.
Let's get food.

[quickfingers]

wanna do something stupid instead
and by stupid i still mean in relation to food
but like

wanna go to some stupid
expensive place
on a date

[shadowglitter]

That sounds so stupid?

Do you wanna wear stupid suits and like, stay here for 30 minutes while I run down to Heropa and get you a stupid bouquet of stupid roses?

[quickfingers]

I know right

only if you wanna wear cologne and ties that coordinate w/ each other.

[shadowglitter]

I want that? Wait.

Wait?
Can I suggest something, like.
Genuinely stupid?
Like, actually stupid. Not pretend stupid.

[quickfingers]

not the tailored suit for rooty thing again right

[shadowglitter]

That isn't stupid. I would never call that stupid.

Do you remember our first kiss?

[quickfingers]

Christmas or V-Day

[shadowglitter]

Christmas.

I was thinking.

We.
Could.

See if my old place in Nonah has anyone living in it and if it doesn't we could climb up to my old bedroom window and break in and feel like we're back at the start of our relationship again? Before it even really started?
Also:
Can I say something that isn't stupid so I don't actually need your permission to say it and I'm saying it right now?
It's nearly Halloween. I've known you for basically a year at this point.
You should throw another party. And do another costume contest.
But rig it for me to win this time.
Last year I didn't even get a vote. AND I
WAS
NAKED.

[quickfingers]

truth be told i don't remember MUCH of christmas but I'm all for b&e. I do kinda remember your room. I might've puked in the closet? Had some dreams that were kinda raunchy too, now that I'm thinking back on it. let's?? do that? I'm down. Let's fucking do it.

also: d'you think people'd wanna come for it? I could. I like the idea of being known for big bashes...

[shadowglitter]

I wonder if they fixed everything. I blew that place up so bad.
I fucked up the window on my first day. And the walls.
So.
I don't think vomit would really... do much... comparative... ly.

[ kinda nervous about going back in case the police are conducting a sting operation there just waiting for him to show up, but. ]

Was I in any of your dreams?
Wait, don't answer that. I'll get jealous if you say it was about someone else.
I guess it's hard to say if people would come or not. We're kind of old and a lot of people we knew are gone. But.
But.

But.
Matching couples costume. Matching outfits for the dogs.

[quickfingers]

even if nobody comes, we can still throw a party. Or put out buckets of money like you did that one time, before it kinda almost bankrupted you. I don't really have a place like I did before but - should we use our apartment? It's pretty big. But people might touch our stuff.

I'm all in for costumes.