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[Fuck, fuck, fuck. Stop, Dameron. Right fucking now. Don't--]

Just follow my lead.

[No. That was not supposed to come out of his lips, not with the husky luster to his voice and definitely not with a hand to shift Odin's hips a little further onto him. And he most certainly should not be taking both his and Odin's cock in his own hand, a slightly shiver running up his spine at the intense warmth of the contact, and he should immediately stop himself from slowly beginning to stroke them both at once.

There are several reasons for this. One of the major ones is because of how close he still is to Odin's face, how easily he can read his expression. He can't really think of a time anyone ever looked at him like that. Lust, sure, that he was used to. Excitement, of course. This?

Fuck, what was he supposed to feel with this?]

It's totally okay... to just... do what feels good. [He's breathing a little harder between strokes, steady and slow, wetting his lips.]

Right? No need to rush anywhere--

[ Odin nods, breathes out a shaky breath that rattles his ribs under all that chiseled muscle. He's seen so much death, been the reason why so many people have died, but - this, this time with Poe, makes him feel fragile, almost glass-like. He's not sure what changed, to make him this weak, too unaware of his own feelings to notice what they are. He's not in the right frame of mine to examine them, though, and only squeezes his eyes tight as he lets the feeling of Poe's hand wash over him.

He bucks his hips hard into Poe's fist, precum pooling on his tip and running down the underside of his cock, between them both. He moves one of his hands and clasps his fingers over Poe's fist, partially to feel more connected to him, partially to encourage him. He's looking down between them like he's fucking fascinated, seeing his dick glide in and out of his and Poe's hands, and - more, seeing the pilot's length, something that makes his heart race and his mouth run dry again. He rests his knees on either side of Poe's lap and lowers his body so even more of them are touching, even more of his weight is resting on him, and he breathes out another nervous, shaky breath. ]

Y-yeah. Fuck, that's--

[ He thinks, at first, that he's willing to just stay here for a while, back arched and eyes now shut tight, letting Poe do the work. After all, it feels fucking amazing, and if he tried to take control now, he'd screw up, wouldn't know what to do with himself. But - it's totally okay to just do what feels good sticks out in his mind, and - he arches his body down, puts his lips right up to Poe's ear, bites it just once, gentle, like Poe first did to him on the carpet. ]

D'you know how often I think about you when I'm jerking off, man? It's always you. I'm always wondering what you think about when you touch yourself, if maybe you're thinking of me - and the thought of you screaming my name the way I always scream yours, when I'm hoping you'll look out the window, peer into my bedroom and catch me shooting my load - that's always what gets me off in the end.

[If Poe was thinking straight, the red flag would be waving in front of his face so hard and fast that he'd immediately stop, let go, and gently life Odin off him. Unfortunately, he is no longer thinking straight. In order to not feel horrible he had purposely shoved aside rational thought, and as soon as Odin's teeth are on his ear--

He lets out a low, long moan, bucking his hips upward, his hand tightening under Odin's.

Every word out of Odin's mouth is a warning sign, and every single one only serves to get him hotter than he was before. Goodbye, rational, sober thought. Hello Odin murmuring into his ear.]

Fuck, Odin-- Haven't -- Even shown you anything yet --

[He turned his head to try to catch at those lips with his teeth.]

You're not going to be able to think of anything else--

[ Odin's knees actually shake, his whole body a bundle of frayed nerves and pulsing electricity. He tries not to buck into Poe's hand again, scared that he'd be quick to lose himself and start fucking the poor guy's fist like a beast, if he tried, but he still finds himself doing these needy shallow thrusts into the friction, always wanting more.

He leans in to let Poe kiss him, but each kiss is short and fragmented, peppered with Odin's shaky breathes and barely stifled moans. ]

Same-- for you. I'm gonna-- [ He bites down on Poe's lip, gentle but firm-- ] I'm gonna-- make it so all you can think about is me. You're gonna-- you're gonna lose your mind, every time you think of me.

[ His free hand is in Poe's hair again, and Odin tugs on it, just hard enough to get Poe to lean his head back and expose his neck. Odin bites at his neck again, gently, sucking hard, leaving a mark, and then he's kissing back to his jaw, back o his ear, whispering again. ]

I wanna fuck you already, man.

[For someone who had so little experience, he didn't seem to be having a problem getting Poe to let out a low moan as he marked him, a line of precum leaking from Poe's cock, this time, and sliding down between their fingers.]

Yes. [It's a breathy affirmation, but a solid one. Yes. Fucking him right now would be just fine. He was planning on taking is slower than this, but - well. These things happened.]

Jacket pocket. Bottle, package. [He had come prepared, after all, even though by Odin's last text he had figured that this was no longer an option. But the little bottle of lube and the condom wrapper were still in his jacket anyway.]

Need a little - prep first--

[ Can't fault an eager virgin with a crush for wanting to take things fast, even if that crush is still a mystery to him. Odin nods, but he doesn't make to move just yet. He sits back up, just a little, firmly holds Poe by the chin and guides him up to meet his lips again. Another passionate kiss, another with too much feeling for something casual. Another lingering look from Odin, like he feels overwhelmingly happy that Poe is doing this with him.

He finds the willpower to move, eventually, and slides off the bed, searching through Poe's things for the lube and the protection. He's all nerves, now, dropping the bottle and the condom at least twice before he's found purchase on them, and when he's back in bed, he's sitting up on his knees looking like he's about to march into fucking battle for the first time, all serious and intense and still just achingly erect, that stupid dick of his pointing skyward. It'd be a pretty easy sight to laugh at, if Odin wasn't so openly god damn terrified. ]

You're gonna-- have to tell me if I'm-- doing it wrong? I mean, not that I really know how I could do it wrong, because it's just, like, Rod A into Slot B, but I don't-- that's not sexy. This isn't sexy talk.

[ Didn't take long for him to get off his game. ]

[The pause let's Poe catch his breath too, and something about the awkward un-sexy talk actually relaxes him. Right. That's why he's here. Help 'broaden Odin's mind', and it has nothing to do with the way he swore so solemnly to help find a daughter he never had.

Dammit, Poe, stop thinking.

He offered a sympathetic smile and reached out for the bottle and the condom. He put the first to the side, and popped open the lid of the second.]

It's alright, I'll show you. Probably faster than telling.

[He shifted himself back, knees up and ass out far enough to make was was about to happen very easy to witness. Then he poured some of the lube onto his own fingers and spread his legs apart. He always enjoyed this part - enjoyed how people looked at him as he slid his own fingers inside himself, one at a time - but they didn't normally look at him the way that Odin did. And something about that made the blush run hot under his skin, from his cheeks all the way down his neck to his throat. His tanned skin darkened as he sucked in a breath, the first cool, slick finger sliding in.]

Can get pretty -- ngh -- can get pretty rough, without a little... Just want to make sure it's nice and smooth going in---

G-Gods.

[ This is definitely slightly more overwhelming for Odin than he expected, and he feels like he's being... invasive, maybe, by watching this. He can barely tear his eyes away from Poe long enough to look up at his face, but the expression on the pilot's face, all flushed and eager and ready, awakens that same fucking need in Odin to make him scream and writhe under him and praise Odin for being an amazing lay. He inches forward, puts his hand on Poe's wrist, and gently eases him away from himself. ]

N-no, I get it, just-- just. Move, I wanna-- I wanna take care of you.

[ Odin's hands are actually shaking, when he tries to replace Poe's finger with one of his own, getting it slick with lube first and then gently pushing the tip of his finger inside. He sucks in a breath, all the blood in his body rushing south, because fuck, Poe is tight. His already pre-slick dick gets even more wet from the anticipation alone, and Odin has to take a second before he slides his finger in deeper, slowly, agonizingly slowly, overly gentle like Poe's never done this before. He's treating Poe as if he were the virgin, rather than Odin, and--

With his other hand, Odin uncaps the lube again and pours just a little too much of it over Poe's cock. Slowly, he starts to stroke him, from base to tip, twisting in circles when he hits the head. He starts timing the strokes of Poe's cock with the slow thrusts of his finger, and he's staring solely at Poe's face, now, desperate to see him react. ]

[Poe nods, letting Odin slide his hand away and then angling himself so Odin has a little better access, letting out a slow, low moan as the fingers are replaced. It always feels better, someone else doing it - something about not being able to feel both sides of the equation. Even if the actual action is a little timid.]

You're not going to break me, Odin, you can--

[But he cuts off as soon as there is suddenly a lot of slick lube on his cock. His surprise is all too apparent - he had expected Odin to just continue as he was, so his whole body shudders as Odin starts to stroke him and thrust with his fingers at the same time.]

F-fuck--

[He let his head roll back, his hips starting to lift off the bed as if he could get Odin to go deeper that way.]

[ Odin grins, ear to ear, proud of himself in a way he never usually is. Most people would be quick to say he's overabundant with self-confidence, but the truth is, Odin's a fuckin' wreck of insecurities, scared as hell that if he doesn't keep talking or acting stupid people are gonna leave him. But this - knowing that he's the one who did this to Poe, made him squirm and need more of him - it's almost too much to bear. He'd close the distance between them and fucking fuck him, already, if it wasn't for this overwhelming need he had to make sure Poe was gonna be okay and love this as much as he will.

He twists his hand over Poe's cock and picks up a steady rhythm of softly squeezing him, of rubbing him where he knows he'll be sensitive enough to squirm and of gliding his fist up and town in tandem with the finger he's still slowly fucking in and out of Poe. He swallows another flutter of anxiety before easing a second finger inside Poe, taking them as deep as he cares and just leaving them static for Poe to adjust to. ]

I-Is that-- okay? Are you still feeling-- like, safe? Good?

[If Poe was younger and a little less experienced, this would already be too much for him - but as it is, he can enjoy it thoroughly without worrying that he's going to end the session too soon. And he is enjoying it. Thoroughly. And not exactly being quiet about it.]

Yeah-- Yeah, fuck-- That's good-- Just keep going --

[He reached a hand for the condom packet, patting the sheets blindly where he knew it was because he was a little to distracted. Finally he found it, though, and still shuddering over Odin's machinations, ripped it open.]

C'mere. [He demanded at the same time as he reached out for Odin's cock. If he had more brain to think with, he would do this with his teeth, but at the moment he is much more concerned with just getting this on rather than being fancy about it. Even then, though, his movements are very practised, pinching the tip of the condom before he rolled it down over Odin's (considerable) length. Luckily he'd seen the beast before, so he had a good idea of what size was required.

Meanwhile, his hips were rolling with every thrust, shallowly bucking into Odin's hand as well as pushing back on his fingers and forcing them deeper. Even if Odin stopped moving, Poe would be fucking himself with Odin's hands.]

[ Odin's practically in a trance, by this point, all but salivating like a fucking dog at the sounds Poe is making for him. He's completely lost in this, in following Poe's orders and picking up the pace again, thrusting his fingers in and out at-- finally-- a faster speed, the sound of his hand beating Poe's dick filling the room even on top of Poe's moans and his own shallow breaths. He doesn't stop moving, exactly, when Poe beckons him over, but his hand tightens like a warm, wet vice when the condom rolls down his cock, and the tips of his fingers curl and start to slowly pry Poe a little further open.

He can't handle waiting, anymore, and he drags his fingers out of Poe, taking one final, deep breath. He strokes his cock with the hand he was using to jerk Poe off, covering himself with second-hand lube, and then he lines himself up with Poe's hole - with one last fleeting glance at Poe to make sure this is okay, he slowly, slowly, slowly teases the tip of his dick past Poe's entrance, biting down on his lower lip as he slips into that impossibly tight warmth. ]

F-Fuck. Fuck-- fuck, fuck, holy shit, Poe, holy--

[ He's not close to done, not yet, but his chest and abs are rising hard and fast with each shallow breath as he tries to calm down, just fucking overwhelmed by the pleasure already surging through him. He grips onto whatever part of Poe he can reach - his arm, maybe, he's not sure, his eyes are closed - and he keeps whispring Poe's name, over and over again, searching for composure. ]

[It's his arm, though Poe isn't paying a whole lot of attention to Odin's hands at the moment - or even his voice. Instead he is completely distracted by the incredibly full feeling he is slowly experiencing. His own breath comes hard and fast as he forces himself to relax (always an oxymoron) so that it doesn't burn as Odin pushes deeper.

(It burns a bit, despite everything - but it's a good burn, and he moans again.)]

That's it- yes - fuck, deeper--

[His hands find Odin's hips, and start dragging him in. Any thought that Poe had previously about this being a bad idea has utterly vanished. It feels way, way too good to be a bad idea.]

[ Odin lets Poe guide him about halfway inside before he's gripping his arm even tighter, dipping his neck so their foreheads are touching. He's kissing him there, like Poe did when this first started - something sweet and gentle and caring on his forehead, something out of place against the burn of his dick stretching Poe apart or the way his nails are starting to dig into his bicep.

But the encouragement gets to him, as it always does, because encouragement and praise is what always sends Odin over one edge or another. He rocks back and forth, a bit, barely half an inch of his length dragging back and forth through Poe as he collects himself, and then he's easing further and further in. He's scared that he'll lose control, that he'll shoot too early and ruin this, but the fact that Poe wants him deeper, wants to feel good, keeps him grounded. He compartmentalizes his own pleasure, focusing on anything but the feeling of that warm pressure pushing down on him, and he edges further and further in, deeper and deeper until--

He's in, completely, to the hilt, and he lets out a breath he didn't realize he was holding. The nails he's digging into Poe's arm are starting to leave a mark, and his abs and pecs are starting to sheen with sweat. He takes a rocky breath before he starts to move, pulling himself out just a few inches before slamming back in Poe, hard, too much eagerness and need to keep in check. ]

F-Fuck, sorry, that-- f-fuck.

[His body was getting used to it, adapting and numbing, and the burn was making way pretty quickly for a very full, deep, pleasure. Then it's broken as a ragged gasp is torn from his lips, the burn very much back as Odin thrusts hard into him. He can feel his skin under Odin's nails tearing, and it just makes it all the more erotic.]

Yes-- [He bites out the gasp, quite opposite to Odin's apology, and his eyes open to burn fire as they meet Odin's.]

Fuck, Odin-- Fuck me-- Don't hold back--

[His own nails bite into Odin's hips, pulling him forward roughly, trying to arch his neck up to take a kiss, but his lips land on Odin's collar bone instead, his teeth nipping at it with need.]

Fuck me--

[ He wants to ask, probably for the thousandth time, something like are you sure or are you okay with that or is that really want you want, or else say something like i don't want to hurt you-- but his voice dies in his chest before it can leave, and soon he's rolling his hips back into Poe, just a little less carefully than he has been.

It's not fast enough for Poe to see stars, not yet, but he's gently hammering the head of his cock right up against Poe's prostate, pushing deep against it every time he bottoms out. He has just enough wherewithal to reach his hand - the one not digging into Poe's arm to keep himself steady - between them again, and he clumsily begins jerking Poe off again, so much more stuttering and rapid than before.

He's hard as fucking steel when he sees Poe's eyes, and he hisses air through his teeth when Poe bites down on his collarbone. He starts to pick up the pace, but only just, a part of him still-- possibly naively, given Poe's experience-- nervous that Poe won't be able to handle him when he gives up all restraint. He's starting to realize that some of the moans echoing in his ears are his own, and he looks down at Poe, as into this as he is, and softly laughs. ]

Fuck, I wish you could see how amazing you look right now.

[Poe seems the least concerned about being hurt - if anything, whenever a thrust is a little too deep or a little too fast he lets out a louder groan. His cock throbs every time Odin drives into his prostate, leaking precum even before Odin's fingers wrap around it. There is no question that he's into it - his hips driving down to meet every thrust that Odin makes, as if to force him to give up any idea of gentleness.

He didn't want to be able to walk, tomorrow.

When Odin laughs, a grin spills over Poe's lips, the answering humour underlying a naked heat. ]

View is- fuck - pretty fucking good from down here-- Fuck, Odin, you feel so good--

[ He's getting enough encouragement now to be more experimental in how he fucks Poe into the bed - he levels out as deep as he can, holding Poe in place until he gasps or writhes, and then Odin pulls out and starts gently, gently fucking him again. He eases out until just the head of his cock is still in Poe, and he says nothing, does nothing, just waits until Poe tries to force him closer or rise his hips up to meet him, something. He's getting a bit of a power kick out of this, now, knowing that he has a bit of control over how Poe handles all of this, but--

In the end, even though Odin's on top, Poe's still guiding him. If he says it's okay to go hard, he'll go hard.

The next time he pulls out of Poe entirely, he slams his whole weight back into him, pushing so hard into Poe that he pushes the poor guy a few inches higher up the bed. He grunts as he does it, but then he's pulling back and fucking hammering him again, his balls slapping against Poe's ass and his nails digging further in his arm. He takes a breath to steady himself, but then the thrusts get faster, faster, everything but his hips seized in place and breathless, so much of him unable to do anything but fuck, silently trying to pull a scream or another moan of his name out of Poe. His hand is stayed on Poe's cock, but he's holding on tight as he fucking jackhammers that ass, the friction of his abs grinding against the underside with each body-shaking thrust he forces into the guy beneath him. ]

[Later, Poe will remember to tell him that he's really fucking good at that, and that despite everything, Odin actually is one of the best lays he's ever had. But at the current moment, he's not doing much more than moaning with a low rumble as Odin slowly fucks him, and then moaning quite a bit less lowly as Odin starts giving Poe exactly what he's been begging for.

The sounds he's gasping out are probably some version of Odin's name, mangled and gasping, the pain giving a sharp, bright edge to the pleasure. He doesn't scream, exactly, but he does cry out, all the muscles in his stomach taut as the skin of a drum, as he tries to hold himself back.

Even without Odin moving, though, it's getting to be too much, the friction of his skin against his cock moving with every thrust, and it's all he can do to gasp out a warning.]

Fuck-- Odin-- Fuck, I-- Oh fuck--

[Okay, so not a lot of a warning before suddenly his whole body tenses, a hot white bright pleasure raising through him as he comes, clenching around Odin even as his come hits the man's chest from below. (Super dignified, but Poe can't even care, he's basically gone.)]

[ Odin slows down just a fraction of a second when Poe freezes up beneath him, but after quickly rearranging his arms to be on either side of Poe, boxing him in, he fucks him harder, faster, lasting for all of two or three seconds before he's blowing his load without any kind of warning. He fucks through it as he fills the condom, bending down to shut Poe the fuck up with one last intense, hungry kiss, something clumsy that he groans into while his whole body is wracked with shakes. He feels so good he's almost fucking crying, and he has to will himself to keep from tearing up. Last thing he wants to do is embarrass himself after maybe getting through his first time okay.

He collapses on Poe the second he's finished hitting his climax, staying lodged deep inside of him, still pretty god damn hard. He doesn't give a fuck about Poe's orgasm cooling between them, only wraps his arms around Poe's chest and waist and nestles into his neck. He mumbles something, a kinda sleepy giggly thing that makes no sense, and then he tries again to be a little more coherent. ]

Ho...

Hoooooo.... lyyyyyyy... shiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

[Poe, in the mean time, has turned essentially to boneless jello, melting into the sheets with the utter relaxation that only an intense orgasm can supply. He doesn't reply right away, as he's still trying to be able to form full thoughts, but eventually he let's out a low groan, raising a hand to slide it through Odin's hair lazily.]

... fuck. You sure, uh.... You sure you've never done that before...?

[ Odin nods, sleepily mumbling something equally as incoherent as before that he has to sort of go back to and reword. ]

Mmnff. I've watched... so much porn, dude. So much.

[ Not the best thing to brag about, but. He slowly eases himself away from Poe, leaving him empty as he ties off the used condom and puts it to the side. He's stopped cuddling him for all of about two seconds before he feels-- lonely, maybe-- and he slides up against Poe's side, locking his legs around him again and squeezing him tight. He rests his head on Poe's chest and just kinda lazily jerks the man's cock, not really... expecting anything, but just - wanting to touch him some more before this is over for the night. ]

Was I, uh. Okay, then?

[Poe is completely content to just sort of lie there breathing, though he does make a half hearted reach for some kind of tissue and gives up when it's not immediately to hand.

His cock, however, is done - it is soft to the touch and a little oversensitive which causes Poe to let out a low groan.]

... If you really have to ask... Fuck, Odin, yes. Yes, you were... yes. Very okay.

[He looped a lazy arm around him, pulling him closer and turning so that he could cuddle a little more fully. He was suddenly exhausted, and as the pleasure wore off, the burn was returning a little more forcefully.

He had earned that burn.

He pressed another kiss to Odin's forehead, a faint mimic of the tender one that Odin had given him moments before.]

[ Odin lets out another - slightly sadistic, admittedly - grin at Poe's little groan, but he leaves him alone, wrapping that hand around the man's waist as before and pulling him closer instead. He shuts his eyes, warm and content, happier than he's been in... months, come to think of it, his heart light as a feather when Poe gently kisses him. He's too tired to chalk that feeling up to anything more than just some kind of wild relief that he lost his virginity after fuckin' years of resenting it, but even now, so close to sleep, he just feels safe in a way he normally doesn't. ]

I should shower. Or do something cool and sexy like put your jizz on my finger and lick it off all sexy-like. But I'm tired and I don't wanna move.

[ His eyes flutter open, then, and even now, when he's drained of all energy and there's not a drop of lust left in his body, he's... too vulnerable. He's looking at Poe the same way he did before, and it's - a lot. ]

You were, um. Great. Obviously. Like I even need to say it. [ he squeezes Poe again. ] So. But. Yeah. Just-- yeah. Are you, um - sleeping here? For the night?

[Poe is too sleepy to really register the way that Odin is looking at him - too satiated and satisfied to want to move. So he just smiles fondly, ruffling his hair, eyes half lidded before just sliding shut contentedly.]

Unless you're kicking me out. [It's a low tease and he hasn't stopped smiling, but he does shift his head to kiss whatever bit of Odin happened to be closed to his lips now. Opening his eyes was way too much effort.]

Mm, don't worry so much, we can shower in the morning. I make some... Killer eggs, apparently...

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