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shadowglitter) wrote2017-09-04 05:02 pm
shadowglitter) wrote2017-09-04 05:02 pm
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I only drink Chocolate Milk. THE DARKEST OF MILKS!
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It's not-- it's not like I don't know how to cope. I think of my mom and dad being with me and it helps. I work with my hands to calm down. It's just-- the anxiety's a coping thing too? I think.
[ he's not sure if he'll be able to explain what he means by that, so he just rubs at his eyes for a second before staring down at the table, focusing on a mark in the grain so he doesn't have to look at archie. wow, interesting. look at that mark. wow. fascinating.
ugh, okay. he looks up. ]
Things-- are bad. Home. When I'm sent back, I'm gonna be porting back into things that I think-- are a lot worse than what I realized when I first came in. I'll-- either die, or go through something much worse. And. [ he scratches that scruffy chin hair he's been growing. ] My life until now-- sucked? It sucks. Everything about it sucks. I have had a pretty sucky life.
It's easier to dwell on embarrassing shit I do than on the Risen and the wars and the impending doom. I don't know.
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[odin's going to die back home? archie isn't actually surprised to hear this, though it does upset him. he doesn't react for now, though his expression drops noticeably.]
We talked about this being a break from all the shit we have to go through back home, right?