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[ Odin should know, especially after BB3K, just how sensitive some of these microphones can be. Sounds like the ones Peter keeps making are so easily overheard by cameras, so quick to be referenced to by prying journalists during the post-show interview circuit, often with hushed and twisted accusations that might not be so far from the truth this time. Why did you sneak away to Odin's room so much?, people are going to ask. There were noises. We all heard.

The thought sends a jolt of something down Odin's spine and makes him redouble his efforts, sliding up and down Peter's cock with a kind of trained excellence, doing what he knows will provoke more of those dangerous, barely stifled sounds that make his own dick twitch beneath him. The fingers in his scalp only make him work harder, and all conscious thought slips away from him. He ends up in this dreamlike haze, just working hard to make Peter blow, and when his hips start to twitch and he can feel that swell on his tongue, when it's about to happen--

He doesn't pull back. He swallows, squeezing Peter's cum out of him with steady jerks of his hand and still hard suction. He loves it, to a pretty god damn shameless degree, and the look of self-satisfaction and pride he's got plastered over his dopey, orgasm-high face when he's done and he's swallowed every last drop shows how completely and totally at peace he is having done this. Peter pulls him up by his hair, and he loves that, too, the pain that gets to him when he tugs a little too hard before he moves onto his shirt instead, and Odin lets himself be guided up.

Another almost-messy kiss passes between them and heat rushes up Odin's neck and warms his ears. This feels like the most natural thing in he world to him, kissing Peter like this, and when he smiles, his lips curl in such a way that it makes the kiss a little more awkward than it was before. He thinks of Christmas, of that jump in his heart he'd felt from kissing Peter for the first time-- kissing him properly for the first time-- and he thinks of how quick he was to dismiss the idea that the two of them could ever be together and actually work. He was an idiot. He could have been this happy so much fucking sooner.

Even if Peter hadn't held onto his shirt, Odin wouldn't have pulled away. He does, however, lean Peter back against the ground and lays down alongside of him, arm slung around his boyfriend's waist, leg curling between both of Peter's. He drags his hand beneath open fabric to find bare skin and closes his eyes, tired, sharing in Peter's body warmth with fingers over hip, and it hits him out of nowhere, right as he starts to think that he could fall asleep on this hard, uncomfortable, carpeted floor, that-- holy shit. That was the first time they did something real. ]

Yeah, that was... [ He doesn't move from where he is, laying close with Peter's head right by his shoulder, but he tenses, and it must be obvious. He's gonna do it, he's gonna do it, he's gonna let his problems run away with him and ruin the moment by talking about them. ]

That was-- that was okay, yeah? Because that was-- I mean-- I loved that, but. I'm your first guy, right? I didn't, ah. I didn't ruin anything? Mess anything up?

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[Peter lays back against the floor easily, his palm resting on Odin's elbow as he lolls his head back and looks up at the ceiling with a soft sigh. He doesn't really notice Odin's leg between his at first, shifting only after a moment and rubbing his palm against Odin's forearm in response. It is surprisingly okay, laying on the floor. Having just... had sex. That happened? That happened. He smiles lazily, turning his head to look at Odin.]

That was okay. [He confirms, his gaze gentle - he's a little dopey from afterglow and it's hard to feel anxious like this. His brows shoot up and after a second he continues with:]

I mean, the sex was fucking bomb, but it wasn't - weird, or anything. I kinda thought it would be. But then it happened and like... Phew, y'know? I came so fucking hard. [He laughs at that, a little bit more red in the face as he looks back up.] How come I always end up looking at the ceiling from the floor after kissing you? This gonna be a thing?

[He remembers Christmas too - through a drunken haze, but there are parts that haven't faded away. Parts that stick out more now with a sense of deja vu. The confusing feeling he felt just for an instant after kissing Odin, before he fell back off the bar to land on bottles and crushed solo cups. Something he wrote off as drunk stupor but now can shed a whole new light on. After a beat, he swallows hard and looks back to Odin.] But I should be the one asking you if it was okay. I didn't know jackshit about what I was supposed to do there.

[shadowglitter]

[ Sex. Yes. That did happen. Odin mumbles an almost sleepy agreement, something that sounds like yeah, that was okay under a layer of increasingly incoherent numbness, and he breathes in the smell of Peter's hair. He feels like he's home, for the first time since Import My Heart started - for the first time since he and Peter spent that time away in a hotel room after Fauxhalla, maybe. Fuck, he wants this all the time. To stay close to Peter, to wake up next to him, to fall asleep at his side. Peter looks up, dopey and affectionate, and Odin's too busy having half-constructed daydreams about saturday mornings with dusty sun streaming through the windows of his apartment-- their apartment-- to do anything but grin and kiss him on the forehead. Unspoken love, a warmth lingering behind dull grey eyes.

Peter's laugh and the redness of him makes Odin feel a surge of pride in his chest and he kisses him a little lower, right on the top of his boyfriend's nose, laughing a little at the ceiling comment. That's another thing they've shared - staring at the ceiling, listless and broken. That's going to change, he thinks. Countless makeout sessions still to come, all of them ending in two exhausted boys staring up above them and trying to calm down. Changing that association, making it better. Kinder. That's what he wants.

Peter asks him if he's okay and Odin forces himself to keep conscious, but he presses himself closer to Peter's side and hugs him as tight as his steadily slacking limbs will allow. ]

Listen - I can't really tell you how often I've thought about you doing that? Suckin' this hallowed dong of mine. This great and mighty sword of flesh. A warrior's mightiest weapon. It's been on my mind, like, over the past month, and I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it even before oreos brought to light my latent physical attraction to you - which I guess is kind of weird? Sorry. [ Haha... haaah. He really should have done more. Guided Peter like he asked, told him what he was into and what he liked. It was just easy to get carried away, to unload as quickly and as easily as he did, and he kisses Peter's neck, both guilty and reassuring. ] My point is just-- you could have done anything short of biting this bad boy off and I would have been into it. Because it's you. And I wanted you. And I like you. And you're you. And. You. You. Does that make sense?

[quickfingers]

[Maybe the flow of Odin's feelings might feel suffocating to some, the sheer volume of them rolling over them like this but Peter likes the sweep of emotion it draws through him, feels wanted by it and it feels good. He turns his face inward to nuzzle against Odin, kissing a spot on his jaw with a weighted sigh.] Do you just think of everyone jerking off at some point? I mean, I bet some people we know do that real weird...

[His eyes flick away. A thought for later.]

Hey. Can we move to the bed? Like, I like this and all but we should probably move places before we forget how to. My legs feel numb as shit. [He laughs, proud at that as he tries to sit forward, but not without leaning against Odin on the way to kiss him again. Speaking of things they're going to be doing a lot - Peter's affection levels are often kept in check by the moods of his partners and so these floodgates may never have a chance to close.

When he sits up it's slow, distracted by the way he cups Odin's face and leads him up along with him - kiss drawn out and lingering even once they're mostly upright. Only then does he peel away, smiling and opening his collar, idly massaging a sore neck again.] An' I'll get better, eventually. At stuff?

We'll just have to practice at it for a while. [He cracks a wider smile, obviously liking the implications there.]