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[quickfingers]

oh, okay. well.

when i got here i didn't really know jean all that well? we came from the same world and all, but I'd just kinda met her & saved the world together and started living in this x-mansion thing. anywy, fast friends here tho. getting used to this world was easier with her around and like, it wasn't even that she was a telepath but just... she got what it felt to feel the way I did about a lot of stuff. social stuff, mutant stuff, whatever stuff.

so a couple months pass and we like, are just close? hanging out. and stuff. and I - I don't know, I'm kinda obtuse, maybe? But we, at the time, were kinda having trouble coping with my dad and Charles getting together and how this place rips people away at... at any moment, y'know? we kinda thought it was stupid to date here. ironic, i know. trust me. i know.

but then i was talking to magnus and how he and alex got together and how sleeping in the same bed or whatever could be misconstrued as more than just friends? and i like. to that date, was literally sleeping with jean all the time. next to her. we - just, you know. friends. it helped with her nightmares and i was used to it from home, i have little sisters. no biggie

but like magnus made me realize that maybe
like
there was something there? so i used barney as a hypothetical name so he wouldn't know im sleeping next to my pseudo-sister and maybe getting feelings for her. but it took a while after that, after halloween, to get the nerve to kiss her and make it official. we were close for a while leading up to that, which is why i think it

think it hurt a lot more when she left, or whatever. but like in retrospect, i was an idiot?? we did af ucking couples costume before we were a couple???? huge flashing signs of peter you are SLOW to pick up on stuff