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[shadowglitter]

[ HEGng okay just-- okay. okay. b r ea th e ]

I thought your dad made boners? Shouldn't you have a boner powerful enough to circumvent being dead? Like don't you have super-sperm or something? That's kind of what I

[ you know what? let's just ]

Let's refocus?

[fehus]

let's refocus.

[away from the Lord of Boners and how Odin is concerned about the capacity of his sperm]

[shadowglitter]

Let's

refocus.

You don't have to tell us who it is, if you don't want to? But I won't, like. Break into his or her or their bedroom and violently threaten them in order to preserve your safety and your happiness, if you do. Even if I might want to.
Peter won't, either.

[fehus]

[there's a big long pause]

it actually is lucina

[quickfingers]

u've killed him

[fehus]

it wouldn't hold up in court. you were the last one to see him in person

[quickfingers]

i HAVE the chatlogs

[fehus]

my account was hacked.

[shadowglitter]

I

[ .,., ., ,. , , ,..,./;.//./. ]

OK

[fehus]

i'm sorry it's not your cousin i'm still acting out bc i'm stressed

and its not a girl

and i've never done this

[quickfingers]

but so far it went pretty cool, right

[fehus]

yeah i punked odin pretty bad twice which was cool.

[shadowglitter]

SO!!!!!!!!!!

YOU'VE GOT A BOYFRIEND?

[fehus]

yeah.

[he wants to make a joke; add a stupid emoji. punk odin a third time. distract from his sexuality and his feelings and everything that feels rubbed raw inside him. after what feels like entirely too long, with anxiety cramping his guts and his style, he adds:]

i know it's weird? i didn't think this kind of stuff was supposed to happen to me.

[shadowglitter]

It's not weird! It's just a surprise. I didn't know you were... ready? For that kind of thing?
As long as you're not being pressured into anything you're not... okay... with.

But I kind of get the vibe that that's not the case. Right? I know you're smart enough to only be with someone who will treat you with the respect you deserve, so as long as that's... what's... happening. Here.
Which it. Is? I think. Right? Right.
Sssssssoooooooooooo.
How'd... it... happen. How'd it happen? How'd it happen.

[fehus]

i don't know if i'm ready either tbh. but i wanna try. nobody's pressuring me, promise.

i got worried he'd forget me bc of some stuff that happened. i was sort of freaking out. he came over and we talked it out. and then he kissed me i guess? [he doesn't guess, he knows, obviously. but it feels embarrassing to recount, even if he wants to be honest with Odin and Peter. it's a weirdly unused muscle, to talk about -- romance, or whatever]

[quickfingers]

[CANT HOLD B aCK ANy MORe]

WH OI S IT
DO WE KN OW HIM

[fehus]

i dunno if you know him. his name's ronan lynch? he's the guy i hang out with when i'm not hanging out with you guys. i lived in his yard for a while?

[quickfingers]

no o o o i dea who that is






but
cool. cool ? cool.
what's he like
what's he do
what's his job
is he cute?
how do you feel
do you like him
how much do you like him

[fehus]

he's weird
he dreams
he's a dreamer
he's not cute he's weird
i feel weird
i like him
i like him a lot

[shadowglitter]

I know you mean good weird,





But please clarify that you mean good weird.

[fehus]

you had me draw abs in sharpie on your back once?

[quickfingers]

[Alert, like a dog:] He has a boyfriend!

[shadowglitter]

[ -- back to panicking. ]

I don't know if this is better or worse than him getting down with Lucina? I don't... trust... boys.

[quickfingers]

[Peter stretches out, pivoting around so he can rest his head in Odin's lap.]

Boys are trouble.