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I

Love and

Support you but

I wish you hadn't

Shown me

The evidence

Of my cousin's

[ wh ee ze ]

Face on

Your throat.

But I still love, and support you, and am happy for the both of you. Genuinely happy. My world is open. My world is opening. Are you

Is this

Serious?

The two of you would make kind and beautiful children with hair of flaxen gold and eyes of ocean blue but you're both too young for that so I hope that's not where you're

Headed

(But I love and support you )

Edited 2018-07-25 21:05 (UTC)

Who has Sammy Sperm now? We need Sammy Sperm. He needs Sammy Sperm!

i'm dead and can't make babies and i'm not macking on your cousin odin?

and i don't understand dowries (sp?) so

DONT PLAY WITH HIS HEART LIKE THIS!

i'm nervous! and it was funny

HE'S HAVING A STROKE BECAUSE OF U

[ HEGng okay just-- okay. okay. b r ea th e ]

I thought your dad made boners? Shouldn't you have a boner powerful enough to circumvent being dead? Like don't you have super-sperm or something? That's kind of what I

[ you know what? let's just ]

Let's refocus?

let's refocus.

[away from the Lord of Boners and how Odin is concerned about the capacity of his sperm]

Let's

refocus.

You don't have to tell us who it is, if you don't want to? But I won't, like. Break into his or her or their bedroom and violently threaten them in order to preserve your safety and your happiness, if you do. Even if I might want to.
Peter won't, either.

[there's a big long pause]

it actually is lucina

u've killed him

it wouldn't hold up in court. you were the last one to see him in person

i HAVE the chatlogs

my account was hacked.

I

[ .,., ., ,. , , ,..,./;.//./. ]

OK

i'm sorry it's not your cousin i'm still acting out bc i'm stressed

and its not a girl

and i've never done this

but so far it went pretty cool, right

yeah i punked odin pretty bad twice which was cool.

SO!!!!!!!!!!

YOU'VE GOT A BOYFRIEND?

yeah.

[he wants to make a joke; add a stupid emoji. punk odin a third time. distract from his sexuality and his feelings and everything that feels rubbed raw inside him. after what feels like entirely too long, with anxiety cramping his guts and his style, he adds:]

i know it's weird? i didn't think this kind of stuff was supposed to happen to me.

It's not weird! It's just a surprise. I didn't know you were... ready? For that kind of thing?
As long as you're not being pressured into anything you're not... okay... with.

But I kind of get the vibe that that's not the case. Right? I know you're smart enough to only be with someone who will treat you with the respect you deserve, so as long as that's... what's... happening. Here.
Which it. Is? I think. Right? Right.
Sssssssoooooooooooo.
How'd... it... happen. How'd it happen? How'd it happen.

i don't know if i'm ready either tbh. but i wanna try. nobody's pressuring me, promise.

i got worried he'd forget me bc of some stuff that happened. i was sort of freaking out. he came over and we talked it out. and then he kissed me i guess? [he doesn't guess, he knows, obviously. but it feels embarrassing to recount, even if he wants to be honest with Odin and Peter. it's a weirdly unused muscle, to talk about -- romance, or whatever]

[CANT HOLD B aCK ANy MORe]

WH OI S IT
DO WE KN OW HIM

[ -- back to panicking. ]

I don't know if this is better or worse than him getting down with Lucina? I don't... trust... boys.

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