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It wasn't shitty? You guys haven't, um. Meshed. I knew defending my relationship with him right then wasn't the best thing to do. But. Cameras, man. I couldn't just let it lie when I knew he'd be watching. I can't say too much, for his sake, but his father, the king, had many mistresses. They used their children as pawns to make a grab for power - there were assassinations, all committed by women who wanted to stake claim to the throne of Nohr via their sons or daughters. Leo survived the bloodshed, among three others. Stayed cutthroat, as he had to be. But I've known him since he was twelve? And the last six years of my life back home have been dedicated to protecting him. Keeping him alive. Answering his whims, as his servant and guardian. I'm one of his only friends. All he's got in America, for sure. And, like. I'll be leaving him one day, and he doesn't know that? I love him and I've pledged fealty to him and I need him to stay happy and healthy in the short time we have together. That's all it comes down to, really. His cruelty is all he's known. His edges will soften, now that he's here. You don't have to worry so much about how he treats me. He's big on cuddles. He's just secretive about it.

[ he snaps a quick photo of what he's being told to change into. ]

Ugly? Or okay?

wait you're telling me he's not like 13

he's going to kill you

HE LOOKS YOUNG?

HE'S THE MALIGNANT RULER OF THE NIGHT WITH ENDLESS DARKNESS SPINNING HORRIFIC SPIRALS IN HIS HALLOWED VEINS? HIS SOUL IS AS PITCH BLACK AS HIS DEAD AND WITHERED HEART HE'LL BRING A FINE AND CALLOUSED END TO YOU FOR THIS, YOU SILVER-MANED FUCK

AND HE LOOKS 12
KNOWING HE's OLD IS ALMOST RELIEVING
THAT MUCH BITTER IN A CHILD ISNT HEALTHY

He was just as bitter at twelve. Maybe moreso?

somehow fitting lmao

also... o kay. you're doing good by him and that's why I like you so much, Odin? Like. I guess what just gets me is I wanna make sure you're getting what you deserve out of the friendships and stuff you're in. I just... I saw you before? When you didn't.

[With Poe.]

And that's a cool suit? I mean
not the color I imagine on you, honestly
but looks good.

Sorry.

[ he's not proud of himself. about poe. how he handled it. dragging everyone down with him, kicking and screaming. not that there's anything he can do about that now.

he won't tell peter, but he asks for a different coloured suit, because that opinion matters more to him than the show's. ]

I like you a lot, too. Spoilers: I love you???? I think I'm okay, though. I mean, with Leo, I know I am, but I think I'm okay with everyone else. I still don't know why I'm even doing this show, though.

I'm gonna try and stop being a jackass to your family, i promise

Remember our talk, from before all this? It's your seat 2 fame and fortune, a little fun along the way. don't take it too seriously, just... treat it like a party? don't get stressed about actually finding love on here, even tho there are some people here who seem legit and might be worth looking into.

i was supposed to interview u btw, ask you what you're looking for in a partner?

[He hears the radios call for another suit, smirks to himself.]

love u too, btw.

I would be shocked if you and Lucina failed to become close. She is literally the most perfect person to ever exist. If you are incapable of befriending her, I don't even know you? And - Leo. Just. Yeah. Try your hardest. It'll be on him, in the end. You're right. About our talk from before.

[ hesitation. ]

You wanna interview me now, then?

got it. we'll figure out the olive branch somehow
and sure, you got time?

just got a couple questions like what you're looking for?
stuff like "what catches your interest about your partner? what features stand out to you in a sexy way? (eyes, hands, etc.)"

Hands.

[ that came too fast

that's what she said ]

I like hands. And mouths. Not in, like, a weird way, but like, I like smiles and I like lips and I like people who talk a lot and do stuff with their hands. Not No weird stuff. Not weird stuff. Just moving. Them. Long fingers. And. Like biting lips and like tongue stuff. Not Not weird. Not a weird way. Not in a weird...

[ pause ]

I like eyes, too. Hair. Strong looks, basically. Someone either needs to be stupidly hot and heroic or just really vivid and singularly defining in their aesthetic for me to appreciate them. Physically. So... my... interest... is caught... by... faces. And... bodies... and... things... worn... on those bodies. Typically. When I first meet a person. Unless I talk to them over text or voice, first. Then it's their text or voice. That catches... my interest. Because it's the first thing. that I ge.t fro rm them

[delay]

Okay, so you're into a defined look - someone who is a lot to look at, whether that's blinding and conventionally good looks or something a little outside of the norm. So long as they stand out in one way or another, you can admire them.

As for features, your favorite features include a charming smile or seductive pout and you... well, you like hands. Nice hands. You can make it sexual, y'know, this is a dating show. Lmk if I can hint at it like - "And of course, Odin likes them to be good with their hands" or something.

Edited 2018-02-10 05:21 (UTC)

Yeah. People who are, like. Themselves. Unmissable.

[ A long pause. ]

Hand... stuff... is... good. What about you? Like. What are you, like. Same question.

notes taken.

I dunno, actually? Which is kinda a shitty answer if I'm making you give me your opinion so like, if I'm talking about what I'm looking for in a person? Or just what I like, I guess...

Kinda in it for the same unmissable vibe, someone who can do spontaneous shit and isn't afraid to be loud. I just can't be with someone who wants to tone me down, y'know? Like, that's the worst feeling in the world, when someone wants you to just. stop being you. makes my skin crawl

i guess i look at hips, i kinda have a thing where I feel more comfortable when I can touch the people I'm with. I dunno if it annoyed jean or not, but i just always kinda put my arm around her? boobs are unanimously good too ofc but not a dealbreaker

Oh. Yeah. I mean, if you want me to get deep and talk about emotional stuff, I can. About like... the core of what I really want. At the very least, I'll say that I don't want to be with someone quiet, either. If I'm with someone it's because I want to fully experience every fucking part of them, you know? It's insane to think of a scenario where I fall in love with someone, but only to a certain point. If I'm ever like, "hey, this part of you doesn't actually mesh that well with me, so can you tone it down?", it's like, why even be with that person? I wanna love someone's stupid annoying habits even while everyone else is rolling their eyes about it. I wanna be loved like that in turn. I wanna be with someone who makes my heart skip just 'cause they're being themselves and I'm lucky enough to be there and watch it happen. And yeah. Touch. Tactile. I was super lucky Poe was into that as much as I was.

[Another delay. Peter throws his sandwich away and just - takes a walk around the room to stretch his legs.]

That's a good angle to go at, actually. Bleeds in to some of the other questions I have... like you want this whole, encompassing love right? Where you can love the faults and have yours loved too. I think that takes a lot of understanding from both parties and a willingness to adapt. But I guess it also means finding someone who fits to you.

Do you think old relationships put a strain on new ones? Especially if the break up was bad, or difficult to navigate or are you someone who can just move on optimistically?

Yeah. Encompassing. I want what my parents had, essentially. They gave all of themselves to one another. It was just-- perfect and beautiful and they made each other who they were. They protected each other. I just want to give all of myself to someone. And, like. Be wanted? I want to be somebody. To someone. Who I can protect, and who can protect me. But, um. I don't know. I want to be wholly and completely in love with someone. I don't think I'm good at moving on, but, like. If I ever find a relationship again - and I probably won't, 'cause like, honestly, even with a show this big I don't think anyone super wants me - I'm going to be with someone who claims every thought I have. But. I'm small and petty and jealous so I'd probably be really shitty about their exes, yeah. Don't print that, though?

Off the record then - you don't think you could be with someone whose ex is still in the picture? Could you cut off old ties yourself moving forward, if you had to? Or find a compromise for both of you in the new relationship?

I don't actually have good advice on this personally, I've only ever been in - that one relationship with Jean. I've had dates or whatever, messed around, but that was the first time I fell for someone? My mom always called it puppy love and said you feel strongly for the first person, even if it's not all the way right. You find the right people after that, when you're thinking less with emotions and more with your heart or something, idk

i do know im kinda petty and jealous too (hello insecurity!) but like, idk. i think that's kinda normal, maybe?

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